ATTABOY!!!Originally Posted by happymouthandtongue
ATTABOY!!!
I have all those feelings and tinglings!
I've come to terms that I love sucking cock. I sucked my 25 year old side guy for the 4th time now 2 weeks ago. He wears a jock strap and has a very nice cock. He told me to KISS his cock through his jockstrap and I complied. Jerked him too. I'm hooked and will suck cock to the day I die. Now I need to create a network of guys I can suck on a regular. I'm working on 2 other guys atm. Looks promising
I want to suck cock for a few reasons:
1. Being "straight" and married to a woman, I shouldn't be sucking dick.
2. I enjoy sneaking around in order to play, and be with a guy is huge rush.
3. There's something about being between a guy's legs, with his cock in your mouth.
4. I enjoy the fact that I suck dick better than my wife, and I try to suck dick how I want her to suck me.
5. It's a rush thinking about my wife while there's a cock in my mouth.
i'm a very masculine man , so sucking cock took me years to accept . i had the strong urge to do it , but after the fact i felt terribly guilty about it. after a long time i finally accepted the fact that i love cock as well as pussy. i told my wife after many years and she was very surprised , because we had a great sex life. she loves me very much , so she is ok with my being bi. she knows when i go out for cock and doesn't say a word. i know i'm a lucky man.
You and I are in the same camp. I have a very sexy, gorgeous and always-horny wife, and many men would give their left nut to be with her and the thought of sucking cock would be the last thing on their minds. But, my desire to suck cock has only increased in the years we’ve been together. I never used to do this, but now I find myself thinking about cock when I have sex with her. When she sucks me, it turns me on to watch her and imagine what I look like when sucking cock. Even when I fuck her, I often think about guys I’ve sucked or am planning to suck. Maybe it’s just a phase, but I think I’m finally accepting the fact that, in spite of my love and desire for all things female, I also love the whole experience of sucking and man’s cock and balls, giving him an amazing blow job, and swallowing his sperm. I would never want to be intimate with a man on another level l, but there is something tribal about this experience. If my wife found out, she would be disgusted and divorce me in a heartbeat. I’m not happy about doing this behind her back, but now that I’ve accepted my status as a full-blown cocksucker l, I can’t resist the opportunity when it arises.
My wife would also divorce me if she found out. I'm not submissive or want to be in a romantic relationship with a guy, I just like how sexual most guys are. I like watching my wife sucking me and thinking to myself, "If you only knew that I've sucked dick, and better than you". The sneaking around (especially with a guy) is such a rush.
Re: Coming to terms with being a cocksucker?
I have never had an issue or coming to terms with being a cocksucker. I knew from the moment I first touched another man's cock and proceeded to give him a BJ that I loved sucking cock and having a man cum in my mouth and swallowing his cum. I was bi-curious when I gave my first BJ to a man and that led me to wanting to see what it was like to receive a blowjob from a man so a few months later I went to a bathhouse in West Hollywood and hooked up with a man who gave me my first male on male BJ. It was the most intense blowjob and orgasm I had ever had to that point and after he had me cum in his mouth I gladly and enthusiastically returned the favor. Sucking a man's cock, sucking and licking his balls and having him cum in my mouth and swallowing his load after I have savored the taste of his cum is my favorite thing to do with a man.
In the last few years, I've been coming to terms with being a cocksucker/bottom.
I'm in a straight marriage and love my wife and women. I would usually meet up with a guy in order to have him suck me off real quick and then I'd go about my straight life. A few years ago, I decided that I wanted to relax and embrace my bi side in order for me to thoroughly enjoy it. I stopped worrying about what the guy I was playing with thought about me (being a cocksucker, gay, etc.). I know, it's weird to worry about someone thinking I'm gay while they're sucking me or I'm sucking them, but that's where I was. Now, I want to meet up with a guy and take my time and worship his cock. I like both of us to be completely naked (I like seeing the guy's body. Kind of like, yep I'm sucking a man's cock). I used to watch straight porn and hookup with women for one night stands or affairs. Now I only watch gay or trans porn, enjoying the long, thick cocks, in hopes of finding one similar to put in my mouth. My sex life with my wife is great, but I want what I can't get at home, cock. My wife sucks me often and she's gotten better, but she's not that good. I enjoy the fact that she doesn't know that I suck cock or that I suck cock better than her. I know I'm better because I enjoy it more. She says that she enjoys sucking me, but I love sneaking around to have a cock in my mouth. I've met up with a guy and we sucked each other off on my way home from work. Unfortunately, I didn't swallow. However, I did enjoy going home and deeply kissing my wife after having my mouth full of cum. I hope to find a fwb in order to have more frequent hookups, so I can give my wife more cum kisses.
I'm masculine and do not/would not enjoy being feminized or humiliated by another guy.
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