THE ANSWER TO THIS IS YES, BELLE.
I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN...HE LIVES AND BREATHS FOR HIS COMPUTER GAMES. FROM THE TIME HE AWAKENS OR ENTERS THE HOUSE, HIS DESTINATION IS HIS COMPUTER. NO MUCH ELSE MEANS ANYTHING TO HIM. I HAVE TRIED TO GET HIM TO EAT AT THE DINNER TABLE... HE SIMPLY SAYS, "ITS WHAT I DO AND WHO I AM" I JUST GAVE UP ON COMPLAINING.....
I SIT IN HIS OFFICE(WHERE HIS TV IS) AND WATCH TV ALONE, FOR HE IS TURNED AROUND PLAYING ON-LINE GAMES,(POGO) AND TALKING TO WOMEN. I CAN RARELY GET HIM TO DO ANYTHING(OUTSIDE OF GOING WITH ME TO THE SWAP MEET EVENTS I WORK AT. IN ALL OF THE FOUR YEARS THAT WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER, WE HAVE WENT TO THE THEATER(MOVIE) EXACTLY ONCE. ITS RARE THAT HE WILL TURN AROUND AND WATCH A MOVIE THAT I HAVE RENTED.
ITS VERY LONELY AND EVEN WHEN HE'S HERE, HES NOT HERE. WE ARE ISOLATED IN A TINY COASTAL TOWN ...
A PERSON CAN BE SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS, LOVED ONES AND LOVERS, CAN HAVE THE BUSIEST WORK LIFE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD AND STILL FEEL LONELY.
I KNOW ITS TRUE, FOR I LIVE IT EVERYDAY.
BUT NOT FOR LONG......
CAT
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