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I am tortured by the pain
there is no forgiving my despair
I am tortured by the blackness of my mind
there is no forgiving my suffering
I am tortured by my soul
there is no forgiving the way you treated me
I am tortured by my sins
you will never understand my despair
Music to drown out the pain
there is no forgiving the darkness
I am tortured by the pain
death is a welcome end to my despair.

Pain never rest
pain always there
none would be bad
I need you to hear
I upheld an ever pain
but you never came
pain never rest
and so my life must end.

Around, all around, the sinister creatures
gather.
my dread grows as the Dark One's
touch falls against my neck.
It mutilates me, and darkly my
blood drips
to the cold, uncaring tombstones.
In my madness I call your name
while Death's shadow surrounds me.
Now alone, my love falls upon
uncaring eyes.

This is hell.

Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened chamber as I kneel,
always lost, always alone,
frozen here,
waiting.

Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom
as dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
infiltrating my darkened soul:

Blood on humanity's face.

I raise my head, now embracing
this uncaring darkness.

What have you done to me?
a black cloud of betrayal as emotions bleed.
once we experienced paradise,
childlike and innocent,
but your love drifted away.
sickening pool of agony-
tears follow pain, follow darkness,
love burnt to ashes.
in a torrent of tears,
I still love you.

Save me from this hell-hole,
Save me from this mess,
Save me from this Life,
It`s like a torn up dress.

The tears fly in the wind,
Just like the tears of thread,
I fear the days to come,
They fill me full of Dread.

No one can save me,
Save me from these Fears,
No one can stop them,
Stop any of the Tears.

I need to leave this place,
Leave to save my Life,
If i don`t leave,
I might just use the Knife.

Many other ways,
Ways to save me now,
I would pick one,
If only i new how.

Save me from this Hell-hole,
Save me from this Mess,
Save me from this Life,
Tell me, Where is my White Dress.