Slender beams of moonlight enter this darkened chamber as I kneel, always lost, always alone, frozen here, waiting. Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, infiltrating my darkened soul: Blood on humanity's face. I raise my head, now embracing this uncaring darkness.
What have you done to me? a black cloud of betrayal as emotions bleed. once we experienced paradise, childlike and innocent, but your love drifted away. sickening pool of agony- tears follow pain, follow darkness, love burnt to ashes. in a torrent of tears, I still love you.
Save me from this hell-hole, Save me from this mess, Save me from this Life, It`s like a torn up dress. The tears fly in the wind, Just like the tears of thread, I fear the days to come, They fill me full of Dread. No one can save me, Save me from these Fears, No one can stop them, Stop any of the Tears. I need to leave this place, Leave to save my Life, If i don`t leave, I might just use the Knife. Many other ways, Ways to save me now, I would pick one, If only i new how. Save me from this Hell-hole, Save me from this Mess, Save me from this Life, Tell me, Where is my White Dress.
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It was 7pm and I just got home from another overnight shift. I flop down on my couch and then in walks my beautiful gf Robyn. Shes in her black 6' heels and she looks so perky with her pert 34c tits. She tells me she wants make me relax. We then go to the basement where she has the bed frame with ropes and handcuffs laying on a pillow. She tells me to lay down and relax. I lay down and then hear the sound of handcuffs closing around my writsts. Then feel ropes being tied around my wrists and ankles. Last the takes a belt and ties it around my torso so I can only move my head. She then takes a knife and cuts my underwear off and begins to spit onto my cock. I feel her cold spit falling continuously onto my penis and balls. Then she grabs my penis and balls and squeezes them. I don't make a sound until she then puts my balls and penis all in her mouth and begins to gradually close. She then feels my cock get hard and make her mouth get bigger. When that happens all she does is close tighter. I then begin to make wincing sounds. After im rock hard in her mouth, i feel my penis gliding against her throat. I look at her and all i see is her her big brown eyes looking at me, a couple tears, smeared make-up and spit all over her mouth and my pelvis area. She then takes my cock and balls out her mouth and she gently massages them. I hear the moist spit being moved around. I am extremely turned on. She then climbs on top of me and then whistles. I then hear a heels against the steps coming down into the basement. I look over and its Robyns gf Amanda. Amanda the 6'3 British goddess comes over and kisses Robyn passionately. Then the both start to kiss me at the same time. Amanda then takes her 34E tits out and puts them on my face. I then feel a moist toungue gliding on my nipples and up and down my penis. Amanda then switches with Robyn. Robyn then places her tits on my face while Amanda sucks my cock. After a couple of minutes, Robyn tells me to open my mouth and i see her stand over me and squat down on my face opening up her asshole and tells me to put my tongue in there. I follow the directions. Robyn and I are now 69in while Amanda spreads my legs and fingers my asshole. I then feel both girls take turns sucking my balls and penis. A couple more minutes go by and they switch. Amanda spreads her ass and tells me to "eat like you were eating Robyns pussy." I felt like I was being watched after eating Amanda's ass. I got the chance to breathe and I then looked in the doorway and I then saw my tranny ex Roxanna. In my mind I said that I am going to be cumming alot tonight because Roxanna loves to see me cum and loves the taste of it. Roxanna comes and then kisses both Robyn and Amanda. She takes out her penis and gets it hard. Roxanna mounts my face and makes me suck her while Amanda and Robyn suck my cock and balls. After another couple of minutes I am blind folded. Somebody sits on my face again and by the tatse of their pussy I know its Robyn. Amanda is still sucking my cock and Roxanna is about to fuck me. I feel her cock in my ass and she starts to fuck me slow to fast. Amanda matches her speed of dick sucking and Robyn is bouning on my faces also at nearly the same speed. After a couple of minutes then stop, unblindfold me and all surround my cock. They all then jerk me of at the same time. three hands on my cocks, two hands playing with my balls and one finger playing with my asshole. They get faster and faster and then all are looking at my face to see when im gonna cum. I then shoot my load all over. I came continuously a lot for at least 10 seconds or so. I stopped cumming but the girls didn't stop jerking me off. I couldn't help but yell and scream to stop but that just made them go harder. They jerked me off nonstop for another 3 minutes i guess and then I felt more cum rising from my balls. The second load felt mind blowing. As i came the second time i felt the grip on my balls get tighter and tighter. I then heard Amanda saying "give us every last drop" and that what I did. As i came my body was shaking, my eyes were rolling and my groans and moans intensified. Just like before all the girls did was one by one switch hands but continuously jerk me off nonstop. Roxanna then mounted my face, and put her cock in my mouth to muffle the screams cause they wanted me to give them a third load. Just like before the grips became tight on my balls and penis but tighter on my penis. I then began to cum again surprisingly after about 4 minutes. I screamed and shook like never before. They all slowed down and then eventually stopped. The looked at the mess i made and thought that one more load would end it. Not mine cause i felt the if i came again i would pass out. They said that Roxanna is gonna cum now. Roxanna then straddled over my legs bent over a little as Amanda fingered and licked her asshole, Robyn jerked and sucked her cock and I laid there. About 2 minutes went by and then Roxanna shot her load all on my chest and stomach and they all licked all the cum off my body.
We'll I just need to write something I don't know if it will help but I'm 38, I have never concerned my self with labels or judge myself. I didn't have any type of sexual experience with another guy until I was 30 to be honest it had never crossed my mind . I have always loved my party favors like coke. I'm a weekend warrior when it comes to partying and have done so since a teenager. I don't know what happened when I was 30 I was home and was going to go out I had done a few lines was feeling good I was on a porn website and something just made me start looking at man on man clips. I felt so strange about my self the next day. I was so ashamed I really couldn't believe that I had just jerked off to gay porn. We'll months went by and it was the same every time I would get high and secretly watch that type of porn . Then after about a year I had decided That I needed to try and I was so afraid. I didn't know how to go about anything. I really felt like wtf. I must be gay.I had a girlfriend I loved pussy and damn I'm in my 30s. We'll needless to say I experimented and was flooded with shame and felt so nasty about myself. It was very hard to deal with but no matter how much I felt ashamed I would get high and party then end up doing something. This has been 8 year since and I have finally came to terms with everything. Ok so simple solution I stop doing coke and then I won't have these urges lol but I have come to the concussion that I am ok with everything and I am just this way not because of coke that is just what makes my mind feel free enough to express myself. Like I said I don't label anyone if some body want to call me a fag or homo what ever I'm ok just being myself and enjoying my life. I don't tell anyone about my lifestyle just those that it would affect I have been with my girl friend for 2 years I have told her everything about myself. I don't feel it is right if I am not honest with her
[FONT=Trebuchet MS]IT WAS A SATURDAYNIGHT AND I HAD GONE TO THE LOCAL CLUB WITH A NEW FRIEND I HAD JUST MET LASTWEEKEND. WE WERE GETTING SO FUCKING DRUNK I LOST MY USUAL STRAIGHT ACTINGCOMPOSURE. THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS TELL ING MY NEW FRIEND ABOUT THE BIGBULGES IN SOME OF THE GUYS PANTS HERE AT THE BAR . A FEW DRINKS LATER IREMEMBER RIDING IN JIM'S CAR BUT WASN'T SURE WHERE WE WERE OR WHERE WE WEREHEADED. I KIND OF PASSED OUT IN THE PASSENGER SEAT THEN JIM WOKE ME UP WITHSOME DOPE HE HAD NOT TOLD ME HE HAD I STARTED TO RUSH AND WAS GETTING HARD .THEN HE SAYS LET'S GO INSIDE. i FOLLOWED HIM IN TO THIS HOUSE HE HAD STOPPEDAT. ONCE INSIDE I STARTED TO LOOK AROUND AND THERE WERE NAKED MEN WITH BIG HARDCOCKS WALKING AND TALKING ALL OVER THE HOUSE THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS JUSTSTARING AT A COUPLE OF ESPECIALLY LONG FAT DICKS THAT HAD CAUGHT MY ATTENTION.i COULD NOT STOP STARING AT THOSE BEAUTIFUL HARD ON'S. THE NEXT THING I KNEWANOTHER GUY CAME UP TO ME AND TOLD ME HOW HE HAD NOTICED I WAS JUST STARING ATTHOSE TWO COCKS FOR ABOUT A HALF AN HOUR. HE INVITED ME UP STAIRS TO A BEDROOMWHERE HE SAID I COULD LAY DOWN AND TAKE A REST THEN HE LEFT THE ROOM CLOSED THEDOOR AND SAID HE'D BE BACK. i THINK I MAY HAVE PASSED OUT AGAIN I WASN'T SUREHOW LONG HE HAD BEEN GONE BUT THE NEXT THING I REMEMBER WAS LOOKING OVER ANDSITTING ON THE BED WAS THE TWO GUYS I HAD BEEN STARING AT WITH THE GINORMOUSCOCKS. THEY BOTH LOOKED OVER AT ME AND TO MY SURPRISE SOMEONE HAD TAKEN ALL OFMY CLOTHES OFF AND PLACED THEM ON A CHAIR OVER IN THE CORNER. THE TWO MENSTARTED IN ON ME RIGHT AWAY TALKING ABOUT HOW THEY KNEW I WANTED THEIR BIG FATDICKS TO SUCK AND FUCK. I TURNED A LITTLE RED WITH EMBARRASSMENT. AND THEYORDERED ME TO CRAWL OVER TO THEM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES. SO I COMPLIED AND WHENI WAS DOWN ON ALL FOURS DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF THEM THEY EACH GRABBED ME BY MYHAIR WITH ONE HAND AND THEIR COCKS IN THE OTHER HAND AND GUIDED THEM RIGHT INTOMY FACE I WAS SO ANXIOUS TO GET THOSE DICKS IN MY MOUTH MY JAW DROPPED OPEN ANDTHEY STUCK BOTH COCKS IN AT ONCE. WHAT A THRILL I HAD NEVER HAD TWO HARD COCKSAT ONCE IN MY MOUTH. THEN I REACHED UP AND TOOK EACH DICK IN ONE OF MY HANDSAND BEGAN LICKING AND SUCKING THEM ALTERNATING AFTER A MINUTE OR TWO WITH FULLATTENTION GIVEN TO EACH. THEN THEY BOTH GRABBED MY HANDS AND MY HAIR AND BEGANTO FORCIBLY FACE FUCK ME WITH THOSE HUGE COCKS. I PLACED MY HANDS BACK ON THEFLOOR AND THEY SPANKED MY ASS UNTIL IT HURT AND WAS SO DAMN RED IT GLOWED. THENONE AT A TIME THEY FORCED THEIR ROCK HARD COCKS IN MY ASS AND MOUTH SWITCHINGUP EVERY FIVE MINUTES OR SO. I WAS SO TURNED ON MY OWN COCK WAS ROCK SOLID ANDSTANDING. THEN THE GUY POUNDING MY BACK DOOR BEGAN TO QUIVER AND MOAN ALL OF ASUDDEN HE BEGAN COMING IN MY TIGHT ASS AND I COULD FEEL IT FILL UP WITH HIS CUM.AND ALMOST AS SUDDENLY THE COCK IN MY MOUTH BEGAN CUMMING TOO. I CHOKED ON ITAND SWALLOWED WHAT I COULD BUT SOME OOZED OUT OF MY MOUTH AND RAN DOWN MYCHEST. I WAS SO DISTRACTED BY SUCKING AND GETTING ASS FUCKED BY THE OTHER IDIDN'T EVEN NOTICE A SMALL CROWD HAD GATHERED IN THE ROOM AND WAS WATCHING THEMGANG UP ON ME AND FUCKED ME SO GOOD. THE CROWD STARTED CHEERING AND CLAPPING .THEY ALSO BEGAN TO SAY THINGS LIKE IT WAS THEIR TURN NEXT WITH THE DIRTY COCKWHORE. THE TWO GUYS SAT DOWN ON THE BED AND PUSHED MY HEAD TOWARD THE NEXTCOUPLE OF BIG HARD COCKS HEADED MY WAY UNTIL I HAD THEM IN MY MOUTH AND DEEP UPMY WELL LUBED ASS. i DON'T REMEMBER A LOT OF WHAT WENT ON AFTER THAT BUT THENEXT MORNING WHEN I CAME TO AND HEADED FOR THE FRONT DOOR THEY ALL CHEERED ANDTHANKED ME FOR BEING A PARTY WHORE. JIM WAS PASSED OUT IN HIS CAR SO I WOKE HIMUP AND TRIED TO EXPLAIN WHAT HAD GONE ON BUT HE DIDN'T REMEMBER EVEN DRIVINGOVER TO THIS HOUSE. WHEN I GOT HOME AND BEGAN TO TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES TO JUMP INTHE SHOWER I FOUND TWENTY PHONE NUMBERS ALL ON SEPARATE PIECES OF PAPER IN MYJEANS POCKET . THE FOLLOWING WEEKEND I WAS INVITED TO A PARTY AT ONE OF THEGUESTS HOUSE AND ONCE THERE THEY WERE PLAYING A PORN VIDEO AND TO MY SURPRISEIT WAS OF ME GETTING GANG RAPED BY ALL THOSE GUYS AT LAST WEEKS PARTY SO IFINALLY GOT TO SEE JUST WHAT AND WHO I DID WHICH SEEMED TO BE EVERY ONE AT THEPARTY. WHAT A NASTY SLUT I KEPT THINKING TO [/FONT]
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