The wife knows I AM A COCKSUCKER

Hard to believe this would happen, but a while back my wife found out that I watched gay porn. She asked a lot of questions, and I said that I fantasized about sucking cock.

Now yesterday after a few drinks it came up, and she asked me point blank if I had done anything with a guy. I froze long enough that she knew. So I said yes, I had sucked cock a couple of times when away on business. She was not mad at all. I think i turned her on a bit. Then she asked if the guy came, and I said yes in my mouth, and I liked it.

Strangely she is not mad at all. We have not talked about how much I want to suck more cock, and swallow more cum. I did say this morning that she made me think of sucking cock again. She was not upset about this. Women are hard to understand sometimes. She would be completely devastated if I did anything with a woman.

So my question for the group. Has your wife found out about your secret desires, or that you have sex with guys? Did you swing it to being able to do it whenever it fit?

I would love to be able to suck cock once a week.

i have been married to my wife for 47 years. been together for 50. i had been having sex with men since my first marriage , a couple years before her. too afraid to tell her , so i just kept putting it off. we had what you could call an open marriage . she got some cock , i got some pussy. finally i couldn't live a lie anymore , and i made the confession ten years ago. she was very surprised since she had no clue. outwardly i'm very masculine and love women. so she was taken a back. after the dust settled , she was ok with it , but did not want to see me with a man. she knows when i go out looking for cock. i will say i'm going to the bathhouse or the adult video store. i don't want to hide anything any more. i feel like a weight has been lifted , and she doesn't seem to think any less of me. i hope this helps some of you guys.

My wife knows. Told her I played with a couple of guys, last one in my early 20's. She says she is ok with me having recreational sex, and I mentioned I would rather play with a guy and girl. Her response was that's ok but it won't be with me. Hope she changes her mind, also hope I find a couple to play with.

Mine was surprised too. At first I said it was just a fantasy, that turned me on. Then I finally gave in a few days ago and said that I had done it for real. I am not sure if she will fully come around to accept that I am going to suck cock as often as I can, but I am going to do it. At least if I am unlucky and catch an std I can just say I gave a bj to someone. Maybe I will end up single again which would suck, but better to be who I am than to pretend to be someone else. In that case I will find a bi woman.

My wife, when we started 'swinging' some let me know in no uncertain terms she did not want any bi. Either male of female. Me? I'd sucked cock when young, and 3-4 times since, but not in the last almost 4 decades. In swinging, we quickly went from couples to mfm fun, which was fine with me as I enjoy watching, helping, cleaning up, etc.
One of our 1st mfm's, I tried fucklicking while she was riding a friend reverse cowgirl. Tight quarters, lots of movement, his cock kept popping out - and getting shoved in my mouth. Knowing her attitude towards bisex, I just kept putting him back in her pussy. Talked with her a bit about it later, tried to say, wasn't bad, in fact enjoyable. I didn't get much of a response either way from her.
I found us another mfm friend, knew he was bi. Think it was our 2nd mfm, he and her were in a 69, I leaned in to kiss her, she took his cock out of her mouth to kiss me, after the kiss his cock was right beside my face, she was still holding it. I thought 'fuck it' leaned over and went down on it. I honestly had no idea how she would react. Much to my surprise, in a moment, we both were sucking his cock, kissing around the head. Great fun.
On the way home, she told me how hot that made her - win win!! We enjoyed some more mmf fun, but then she decided to stop the fun. She tells me that me sucking cock doesn't bother her, she enjoyed it. She's said she would enjoy some more mmf fun. When it comes to actually meeting potential playmates, well, that never happens for whatever reason.
I admit, it was really nice sucking cock with and in front of her. I'm missing that

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Originally Posted by Kip2june

Mine was surprised too. At first I said it was just a fantasy, that turned me on. Then I finally gave in a few days ago and said that I had done it for real. I am not sure if she will fully come around to accept that I am going to suck cock as often as I can, but I am going to do it. At least if I am unlucky and catch an std I can just say I gave a bj to someone. Maybe I will end up single again which would suck, but better to be who I am than to pretend to be someone else. In that case I will find a bi woman.

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So what are you going to do?