Originally Posted by jadewind
I love the female gender, when I was a baby my sisters would dress me up in womans clothes and take me out to places. and would grow up hearing all the stories. later in life I was around 15 when I started wearing female panties. I enjoyed the feel of them comparied to mens underwear. as I got older I experanced many differnt things such as bras, make up, nail polish,perfume. I even started to shave my legs ,arms and now as I am even older I wish I was born a female. No not becuase I want or need a man, but becuase I like the feminine side,as well as feeling what I call free from the stress of my life.it's like another world as to which I can feel a peacefull mind. Also I will agree some men do look very handsome in the clothes they wear, But not in my colors or texure of what I feel to be comfortable. I also enjoy playing with my long hair weather braiding it puting it up in a bun,decorating it with hair accessories,or what ever, I enjoy this part of my life. Yes I have concidered getting a sex change but until I am sure, I won't otherwise, there is no turning back and to do so you have to be 150% sure this is what you really want to do. So for now I enjoy being a cross dresser and going to move up to transexual. I belive I can be if not already a knock out. :yinyang: :) :girl: The Chinese Charters for Jade (my name)