44 y/o gay-leaning bisexual guy with a penis fetish here. I?ve had plenty of sexual experiences with women, and absolutely loved them all, but I also have always been quite obsessed with penises. We all have that thing/things that get us off (not to be confused with things that turn us on - there is a difference!), and for me that thing is and always has primarily been everything to do with worshipping penis and balls. I love the look, taste, smell, and feel of penises, and can literally spend hours with one in my mouth. I also love cum and can?t get enough of it.
I?m married with kids, and unfortunately my marriage sucks, but fortunately my wife knows and has no problem with me having sexual relationships with men. I?m very much a Type-A person in my visible professional and social lives, a strong leader and very much straight-acting. Very few people know or have ever known that I?m obsessed with penises. Along with that, I would say that I have always focused primarily on women and kept this part of myself very hidden and diminished.
I am here because I want to meet like-minded people and make new friends in this space/community. I also want to engage in conversation about guy on guy sex, and shared experiences. I have struggled with accepting this fact about myself for my entire life, but I am finally shedding all the resistance and shame, and I am eager to shift 100% of my sexual focus to men.