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[SIZE=3][FONT=Batang]So I took the silly little internet quiz on “how gay are you?” and it piqued my interest. A little research led me to the Kinsey scale which I have heard of before but never really given much thought to.Yes, I agree with it (and the silly little internet quiz) that we all fall along a continuum in human sexuality and that where ever we fall can change over time. I noted in my research that there is really no“test” per se of any scientific validity for determining where one falls but actually it is up to the individual to determine where they belong on the scale.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Batang][SIZE=3]So I place myself on the Kinsey scale of zero to six (zero being completely heterosexual and sloping upward numerically to six being completely homosexual) at, roughly, a 1.5 to perhaps 2. No, change that. In all honesty a solid 2 which reads:[/SIZE] “[COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Predominantly heterosexual, but more than incidentally homosexual.” [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]That would be closer to the truth.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


[FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]The term bisexual, as defined to me everywhere I have read on [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]the subject[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3],is to mean “sexual and/or romantic attraction to the same sex.”To me, it is like comparing apples to oranges. [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]B[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]oth [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]similar [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]but...still different. For example: if I am in the mall I [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3][B]do [/B][/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]checkout the female [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]tits,curves, and [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]asses [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]that have [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]any [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]value in being checked out [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]and imagine being with them in not only a sexual manner but a romantic one as well[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].The [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]dude[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]s I [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]all [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]pretty much ignore [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]with disinterest [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]as if they were furniture [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]or light fixtures[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].But having said that, [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]and [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in the right environment, [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]the sight of [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]an erect penis gives me an erect penis too. [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I own [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I have [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]physical [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]sexual attraction to [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]my same sex [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]but not in the slightest [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]ever [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]a romantic [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]or emotional [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]one[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]([/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]at least not [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]yet,anyway)[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I have no desires for any candle light dinner under a full moon with any guy.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


[FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Also important to note the “right environment” [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]qualifier [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]too: [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]It's [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]really [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]the main [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]factor.[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]n a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]public [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]men's r[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]estr[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]oom,nothing, [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]nada,zilch[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].In a gym locker room and [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]communal [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]shower,nothing, [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]nada,zilch[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].The men remain furniture [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]and light fixtures [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in those [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]nonsexual [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]context[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]It wouldn’t be that way with women [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3](at least [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I don’t think [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]so [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]b[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]ut [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]then [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I wouldn’t really know as [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I've [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]never [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]had the opportunity to be [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in a female occupied [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]public restroom or gym locker room and communal shower [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]either[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3])[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]There is a wall in my mind with a door that only certain keys [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]turned a certain [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]precise [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]way will [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]open. [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Puzzling.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


[FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]A big part of [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]myself classification as [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]being a 2 is personal history: m[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]y very first sexual encounter was a homosexual one when I was about [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]15[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].It started simply enough with a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]neighbor boy [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]my age [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in, what I understand, the usual way [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]these things happen[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]:looking at dirty magazines [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]followed by [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]a little [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]experimentation.Just a little mutual [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]touching [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]and feeling [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]at first that eventually lead [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]over time [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]to further activities [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]when we [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]had the chance[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]...but let the record show NO KISSING [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]ever happened [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]because that would [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]have [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]be[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]en [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]queer! Funny now to see the line [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in the sand [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I drew [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]on that. [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]had no problem with [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]putting my mouth [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]around [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]the head of [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]his [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]dick but not [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]to his lips[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]![/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Part of t[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]hat wall in my head [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]back then[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3],[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I suppose[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Crazy [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I know [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]but then I was just a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]confused,[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]horny [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]teenager [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]trying to figure things out[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


[FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]S[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]ince that time things have been figured out. It's just a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]little [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]itch I have, that's all. I hold the scratching [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]of it [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]to a minimum. I [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]figured out and realized the ridiculousness of [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]that kissing taboo thing too.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


[FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]So [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]there you have it.[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I tally myself in at a 2. You may see it otherwise.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]