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Now, I have to eat my words. I have discovered a major lust for the character of Miles Matheson in Revolution. (sorry babe but I gots to be honest lol)

He did play in Twilight but I am so willing to overlook that and enjoy Billy Burke's portrayal of Miles... I mean sexy to the extreme and I won't ruin it with a body count for those that are still waiting for the Sept 17th premiere, my cable had it on demand for Comcast customers to see it before it airs on TV.

In doing a bit of research i found the Twilight thing... but also that he is a self taught musician. He has a single out called Pollyanna Rose about his wife, so enjoy while I have some very nice daydreams about his character.


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end of the month ( sept ) and the LGBTA ( lesbian, gay, bi, trans, allies ) business group I belong to, take over ownership of a bar, and that will become a funding support for a few lgbt groups that are much needed in the community.....

its not been without its headaches, issues, problems and red tape, but we have finally entered the final drag .....and the support of the combined LGBTA communities that realise they benefit from the flow on effect such as funding that is not available to them thru the official channels..... the LGBTA business group saw a need for support, assistance and funding, so we stepped up to the plate and said, YES we will look after our local LGBTA community since the national LGBT community tend to ignore the fact we exist, so there is no funding, support or help.....

the creation of the LGBTA council has been so well received by most of the LGBT of 4 different districts cos they can see that they will finally have a voice that will be heard by people in their communities and districts.. and that means that they will get their support groups and networks, they will get their funding, they will be represented by members of their own sexuality and community .... and they do matter......

the creation of 18 new jobs is something that factored highly in our favour and made it a lot harder for our naysayers to stand against us... tho they tried every dirty trick in the book such as claiming that we would only employ LGBT people ( we employed 5 non lgbt people ) we would oppose freedom of speech and expression ( we have 3 christian bar employees, one is pro LGBT rights but not the lifestyle ) we would only represent LGBT ( the hetero community has 2 members on the council ) we are going to encourage sexual misconduct and permit indecent acts to take place on the bar premises ( that one made me laugh, cos if having condom machines in the ladies and gents toliets is a crime, then lock me up.... and anybody caught having sex in the toilets, faces a instant 2 year ban, the same as any other bar )

so much positive..... buy yeah I can not help but feel a lil down..... I have had to put a few of my own dreams on hold for the sake of the LGBTA community and its starting to bug me a lil, and I can not help but think that maybe its time for me to have a life, as most of my life has been lived for other people, and as I near turning 42, I realise that I have spent the last 26 odd years of my life, helping to assist, aid and support so many other communities, spent heaven knows how much money on loans and funding for friends, family, loved ones and the community groups... and lost count of the times I have stood between the anti lgbt bullies and the LGBT, often at the risk of my own health and wellbeing......

I do not know what is next on the list of things to do for the LGBTA...lol....maybe world domination or something :tongue: but I can say that I am thankful for the support of so many other people and groups that said, instead of fighting for our share of the crumbs at the funding table, lets create our own fuckin funding feast....

its been worth it...... so worth it...... but now its time for DD and I to have our own dreams come true, and for me, thats finally building our own home and holding DD in my arms again, and for DD, its being in my arms with a ring on her finger and together, opening our own business.......things that is gonna take a few years to do.... but things that are long overdue for both of us....

even as I sit here.... a thought is running thru my mind... the LGBTA mentally ill get so badly treated and ignored in NZ... there is no support group for them, no place for them to meet and talk and hug and........ I wonder if a cafe could be of help to them.......... ;)

I can't get the chat rooms to load. Is it my computer, or is their a problem with this site?

I was chatting with a couple from Oklahoma , who contacted me on a swinger's web site. Paul and Dawn were a little over 5 years older than me. They said they spend the holiday in Texas in the town where I live. They wanted to meet when they came down for Christmas

When Paul and Dawn arrived in Dallas, they set up a meet at a local pub . I went to the pub and met Paul. He said Dawn sends him to check out the people they meet. After talking with Paul for a while he suggested we go to his vacation home and meet Dawn.

I followed Paul to his house and met Dawn. She was absolutely gorgeous. She was wearing a Black polo shirt and a tight red skirt. The skirt showed off the qualities of her ass, which was quite impressive, and her nice smooth legs. We sat in the den and made small talk for awhile. Dawn then stood up and said, are we going to talk all night or are we going to fuck. She then took off her shirt showing her ample titties and hard nipples then lifted up her skirt , showing me her shaved, sweet pussy. I said Fuck and stood up taking off my pants. Dawn knelt in front of me, said right answer, and took my dick in her mouth. She swallowed my dick and started sucking it with everything she had. I got week in the knees and almost blew my load right then and there. I had to pull away from Dawn and tell her I needed to get my pants off. She smiled and said meet me in the bedroom.

I followed her to the bedroom where Paul was already naked. Dawn laid down on the bed, spread her legs and started fingering her pussy.
I was trying to get undressed as quickly as I could. Dawn said, Randy , are you going to eat my pussy or what. Dawn rolled over on her knees as I lay down, she mounts my face and drives her sweet pussy into my lips… mmmmm she moans .as I started lapping at her sweet pussy. Her clit was swollen and her pussy juices where flowing at a unbelievable rate.

Suddenly, Paul entered her with his manhood, and his ball were resting on my chin . I started to get up, Dawn held my thighs as she was giving me head and Paul held my shoulders as he drilled his manhood into Dawn . Dawn said , Randy you are mine and will sit there until I say otherwise . With that, I went back to enjoying Dawn's sweet pussy. Hoping that Paul would with draw and allow me to taste her before he cums.

After sucking what seemed to be gallons of her sweet pussy juice, Dawn said please fuck me hard now Paul. His ball began slapping my chin as he drilled her like a mad man then he growned and dove it deeper and harder, she clenched her pussy muscles and started pumping his cock with her pussy. This about blew my mind, I have never had a woman do this. Paul was about to cum all over the place, I didn't want him to cum yet and she said yes cum in me now please. He pumped her hard and fast and before long Paul was cumming inside her. I didn't think it would ever stop cumming. Dawn screamed, and arched her back and came hard. I lapped up her pussy juice as it mixed with Pauls cum, it oozed all over my lips, Paul withdrew and press his sticky rod against my lips, forcing it in, Ahhh I have never done this, but it tastes so sweet…..

My cock was so hard now, Dawn deep throated my manhood as Paul pumped his cock into my mouth. I could feel My dick was swollen, the fire in my balls building I wanted to explode inside her. After a few minutes, Dawn began pumping my dick with her lips again. This made me get harder. After several of her pumps, she came again and squirted the wet cum from Paul and her cream all over me. She did this several times. I was ready to go again, she was so hot. Paul started pumping his dick in her again, she asked him to stop and and lay beside her. I reluctantly did this, I want so bad to fuck her. When I pulled out of Dawn’s mouth , I notices Paul’s cum started leaking out of her pussy in torrents. As I layed beside Dawn, she told me to clean her up. I reluctantly went between her legs, making slurping sounds lapping up the cum out of Dawn's pussy.

Dawn and Paul layed in each others arms as I cleaned her pussy. Dawn whispered in Paul's ear , you just made me yours, now make him yours, fuck his ass. I have had bi experiences before, but not this kind. But what the hell, if it made her happy and allowed me to fuck her, then I was game.

Paul got up and positioned himself behind me . I arched my ass in the air, ready for Paul to take me, he put the head of his cock slowly into my asshole, then slid it all the way in. Paul moaned as he did this. Dawn said now fuck him hard like you did me honey. He started slamming his cock in hard and fast. I kept moaning as he continued fuck my virgin ass. Paul told Dawn he was fixing to cum and she said, do it, do it, make him yours! He thrust his manhood deep into my ass and exploded. I felt his load inside me and run down my thigh, Dawn screamed, Yes! and started cumming herself. After Paul finished unloading into my ass , he pulled out and laid beside Dawn again. She said that was awesome. She then suggested we take a shower and then a nap in her room, since the night was still young.

I awoke a little while later with my dick in Dawn's mouth. Man could she suck a dick. Dawn looked at me and said, well hello honey, ready for some more. With as hard as my dick was in her hand, the answer was yes. Dawn sucked on my dick for a little while longer. Then pressed her finger into my ass and massaged my prostate. Ahhh my cock was at attention, I felt the heat building in my balls, Dawn stroked my ass and squeezed my balls , as she deep throated my manhood. She opened the drawer on the bedside table and pull out a dildo, . My ass still swollen from Pauls cock inside, she pressed it into me, ahhh this was different, as it vibrated inside me. I began to cum into her mouth. She lapped it up , then she got on top of me and kissed me, sharing the load I just gave her, I tasted my cum and her soft lips, mmm it was like honey.. sweet, sticky warm…
Dawn then moved on top of me. She postioned my dick at the entrance of her pussy and said, just lay there, I'll do all the work. She then slowly slid down the length of my dick and stopped. She started massaging my dick with her pussy which was out of this world. She started working her pussy up and down my dick, making me want to cum so badly. She leaned over me and whispered, no, no, no, you have already came inside my mouth, my pussy and ass are jealous. With that said, she raised up, removing my dick from her sweet pussy and placing it at the entrance of her ass. She then slid down my dick with her ass, taking all of it. Oh that feels so good she purred. She pumped my dick while I fingered her clit. She threw her head back and screamed oh shit, I cumming. When she came she squirted and it went all over my crouch and belly. Man that was hot. It put me over the edge and I came all in her ass, which made her cum again. Dawn said, see you aren't the only one who can take it in the ass. When Dawn pulled her ass off of my dick, she told me to clean her up. licking the cum off of her ass and thighs .

It was a hot night, with Dawn getting what she wanted, a load in each hole. That was eight years ago. I have looked forward to fall each year and hated to see summer come. Each winter with Dawn and Paul has been awesome

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Nothing is sacred *giggles* Shoot I can't get it to post a video. But there is a whole channel and some of them are hilarious.


I especially enjoy this one

Wanted to clarify my position on some ideas which seem to continually
haunt the forums. Hopefully, everyone can understand I am doing this not
to judge anyone else. I do it in order that discussion is based upon
common grounds.

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1. I discuss and argue over ideas, most of the time. There are times I
may suffer human weakness and call someone stupid, apologies. If you know
you're not stupid, please focus on discussing the ideas, offering solid
proofs for or against an idea.

Normally, I call people stupid who start name calling, or making the
discussion attacks on people not ideas. If you choose that path in my
opinion you're acting stupid, calling you stupid is fair.

So, do not want me calling you stupid? Don't act stupid. Don't attack
people but ideas.


2. People whom assume other people are ignorant about an idea based
upon comparing experiences, locations, genders, religions, politics, or
any form of classification are in my view, stupid. You can not use
absolutes in life or the world/s. Even that absolute, in the last
sentence, has exceptions. Not realizing this shuts down conversation.

It gives the impression you're prejudiced at best. Worst case you can be
seen as bigoted, and risk having me call you stupid. I think bigotry,
hate, fear are stupid concepts. They are especially on a site geared
toward open mature conversation.

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Here are a few more ideas, which I desire addressing directly but not
limited to them or by them.

The artificial idea of scarcity. There are enough resources for all if we,
work together and let go of an idea of ownership. We can replace this idea
of ownership with one that says we all own everything, equally and without
prejudice and we also do not own it the same way.

It's an idea kindergartners are taught, sharing and caring. You share
because you care. You care about others, yourself, your world. If we
share a product like a car for example, there are fewer resources needed
to create cars, ergo plenty of resources for all to have cars. Besides,
you're not really owning the car, merely having access to it when you
need it. There are web sites now advocating, arranging this sort of
thing.

[url]http://www.getaround.com/[/url] - Rent a car from someone locally.

[url]http://www.carsharing.net/[/url]

[QUOTE]Car sharing is a revolution in personal transportation - urban
mobility for the 21st century.

Carsharing is designed to replace car ownership for people who do not
need to drive to work every day, and to significantly reduce congestion
and greenhouse gas emissions. Carsharing is a service that provides 24/7
self-serve access to a network of vehicles stationed around your city
(and increasingly, cities world-wide), which can be reserved by the hour
or day via smart phones, Internet and call centres. [/QUOTE]

[url]http://www.couchsurfing.org/[/url] - Take trips with free or low cost board.

[url]http://www.houseshare.com/[/url] - Share flat, share a home.

[url]http://homeshareprogram.org/[/url]

[QUOTE]MISSION

Our mission is to provide an affordable community housing option that
promotes independence and self worth.

Sharing promotes living arrangements in which people share a residence
based on common needs, interests and preferences. Each arrangement is
custom made; therefore, services rendered and costs involved will
vary. Our goal is that each arrangement contributes not only to the
individuals and families involved, but also to the community by
preserving homes and promoting alternative housing solutions in Pinellas
County Florida. [/QUOTE]

People are obviously doing it, small scale. We need it go global.

The inverse, an idea of scarcity and ownership has done nothing but lead
us to tragedy. Insanity has been defined as continuing the same solution
to problems and expecting the different results. We know this does not
work out too well. Can we at least consider an alternate solution?


I also dislike how the idea of money has been perverted into debt as
slavery. Money was thought up to save us carrying items like livestock,
sea shells, gold around. It also was thought to convey a standard, a
commonly agreed upon one over value. It aided barter and trade. I could
give you a note saying you could come by my farm and take a hen, so I
could take a bushel of strawberries from your farm. We would agree to
this trade, we both valued items the other had. We valued the labor,
too.

Maybe I don't have hens, or any items you desire in place of a bushel of
strawberries. You have a rather large strawberry patch. Folks are coming
from around the county offering you pigs, cattle, watermelons for your
strawberries. They are busy folks too. They expect you to pick the
strawberries. Well, your busy gathering up stuff on their notes.

Here's my note to you. "Will pick four bushels of strawberries for you
and your customers, at a cost of two bushels for myself." You think
that's reasonable and agree, or ask me to agree to six to two. We find a
value, we agree. That was what money originally about.

Now, via using debt and credit, it has become an idea enforcing the idea
of slavery. There is no commonality, fairness or agreement in money now.
Is it possible we should reconsider this idea as well?

I'm not attacking anyone. My thoughts are directed at ideas. I attack
them. Ideas don't really suffer injury, or die. That means we can hack
them up all we like, we can say they are stupid, blow them up with
axioms, dice them with knives. Ideas are thoughts. Everyone has
thoughts. None are right or wrong. Some may seem stupid, but there we
are again calling absolutes.

I also dislike calling others stupid. I rather see the positive and
good in others. Doing so can be difficult at times. I often pause to
step into another persons shoes, reflect on how they see things. This
helps some, although sometimes nothing can help.

No replies needed as I'm writing this to merely express some views,
offer things to consider.

Quick and off the top of my head and not at all a true story. Hate or like it, all critics welcome. Again, this is a quick draft with no thought put into it. Hope you like it.

I hung out often that summer, with my two closest friends : Lisa, who was fourteen like me and Brad, who was fifteen. Brad pretty much was in charge if there was anyone, likely do to his year up on us, but we all were friends. Lisa was a cute, tomboy brunette. I could see she was pretty, but she masked it. Brad was the guy the ladies liked and I was about as average as the next kid my age.

One late afternoon, we hung around in my basement. I had sort of a half assed club house down there and my parents trusted me down there with friends. I had an old couch, a tv, stereo, and other junk in this room, but it was my place and I was happy to have both Lisa and Brad in there with me, as they have many times before - both separate and together, with others sometimes. Before long, we ended up playing a daring-type game, where we would do stupid things, like standing on our heads, holding our breath under the drain stopped sink water, and such. It was Brad's turn and he dared Lisa to kiss his cock. We stayed silent for a moment, while our minds comprehended this dare. I couldn't speak for the others since we never talked about sex, but I had absolutely no sexual experience. As far as I knew, Lisa didn't either. Lisa, always so bold, told Brad she would and asked him to drop his pants. Without hesitation, Brad did and revealed his pretty thick cock to us. I shied away at first, but I was also curious and watched, as he looked at me, then Lisa and asked her if she was willing to honor the dare. Lisa got on her knees in front of Brad, puckered her lips, and kissed the tip of Brad's penis.

She backed off and was prepared to get up, when Brad asked her if she wanted to kiss it again. Lisa leaned forward and planted a thicker kiss on his mushroom head. Brad then asked her if she wanted to try something different. Lisa looked at him and said she already knew what he wanted, as she grabbed the base of his cock. She looked at him and said she'd seen it in movies, but had never done it before. He told her to try anyway if she wanted and he asked me if I was ok. I answered yes, but couldn't deny that my own cock was twitching in my pants long before now. Lisa, while holding Brad's cock, slowly closed in on it. She started to kiss the head a little more, before opening up her mouth and putting his head in it. Brad's head shot back and he moaned with pleasure. She seemed to take his cock in a little further and started to slowly bob her head back and forth, her ponytail swinging each time. By this time I was a rock inside my pants. I either wanted Lisa to do the same to me or I wanted them to both leave so I could jerk off with the Playboy I had under the couch. Still though, watching this was something special on it's own. I had seen a porno once and saw a woman doing the same thing and now here it was, right in front of me. Brad kept moaning as Lisa kept at it and I stayed hard watching.

Lisa stopped and looked at me. She asked me if I was going to want this too. I paused and Brad said, "Of course he does". Lisa, tough as always, told me to drop my pants, as she crawled towards me. I got up, dropped my pants and sat back on the couch. Almost like a machine, she took me into her mouth and did the same motion she did with Brad. I looked at Brad watching, as he was still hard, but not doing anything. Perhaps he was waiting for Lisa to rotate back to him and finish. I did get a look at his cock and I was curious on how it would feel if I did the same as Lisa was doing to him. I could never say anything, since I didn't like boys like that and didn't want him to think I did. Lisa started to suck me faster and faster and I came inside her mouth. I didn't want to surprise her, so I kept my reaction as mum as I could. To her, I could be just enjoying what she was doing for me. She didn't seem to notice as she inadvertently was swallowing my cum. After another minute or two, she stopped. She looked at her watch and said she had to go. Brad asked what about him, as he pointed towards his cock. Lisa said she would take care of him later on and that she'd be back. She left us, both with our cocks out. Brad didn't know I had came either it seems, as I maintained most of my erection still.

Brad asked me how it felt and I said it felt great. He said it was his first time and judging by my reaction, mine too. I concurred and while he sat down, cock still out, said maybe we could have sex with her eventually. I said as long as she was ok with it, that would be nice. I started to crush on her at that point. I mentioned we should also return the favor for today, but Brad said until he was done, he wasn't going to do anything. He looked at me and half jokingly, asked me if I wanted to finish the job and he would finish me off. I didn't want to confess that I came in Lisa's mouth, but said I wasn't in the mood anymore. He again asked me if I wanted to finish him off and that he wouldn't tell anyone. I wanted to try it honesty, but I couldn't say it. He must've sensed my desire or something, so he grabbed my hand and placed it on his hardness. Like a natural instinct, first time touching someone else's cock, I started to jerking him off as I would do to myself. I was partly in shock, as I didn't seem to miss a beat. Brad's head tilted back and he seemed to enjoy what I was doing. I looked as his cock as my hand was wrapped around it and I thought of how Lisa was just there, sucking him off. I wanted to as well. Feeling bold, I got up and slid between his legs, on my knees. Brad looked at me and said nothing. I opened my mouth and took him in. I felt him let out a deep breath as his cock entered my waiting mouth. I jerked him off and kept my mouth on him at the same time. He started to moan a little, like he did with Lisa and I personally felt proud that I was doing a good job apparently. His cock felt strangely good in my mouth, but before I could really appreciate it, he told me he was cumming.

I acted like I didn't hear him, as at this point I wanted him to cum in my mouth, as I did with Lisa. He said he was cumming again. I kept at it. He pushed his cock into my mouth deeper and I felt the hot cum hit the roof of my mouth and back of my throat. He held his hands on my head, as if I wasn't able to get away anymore until he was done shooting. I kind of liked this feeling of entrapment, but was disappointed it was coming to an end. He let go and I took him out of my mouth. He said he probably should go, but he would return the favor to me. I declined and maybe next time. I should have told him I already came with Lisa, but I just didn't. I was like a rock again though, after blowing him. He left and said we should do this again, and the three of us could take care of each other. I liked that thought as he pulled his pants up and left.

It was a few minutes later, Lisa returned and caught me jerking off. She asked where Brad was and I said he left. She looked at my cock and asked if I needed help with it. I said sure and down she went on me. She stopped only once to tell me to tell her next time I cum again. I didn't know she knew. At least Brad told me, so I said I would let her know. It wasn't long before I shot another load into her. Once she finished, she said I tasted good and we just laid there for a little while. I didn't know what she was thinking, but I knew this friendship with her and Brad was only beginning and there was going to be great days ahead.