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  1. A bit of an addendum

    I spend a lot of time working on myself and I think wanting other people to help me, but all things considered, I have mostly been a loner surrounded by people my entire life. I have had very little to no support for the life I have chosen. Working, college, my sexual identity, and most everything else has been my own doing often with people resisting those changes in my life. As my perspective on what makes me truly happy as me evolves I feel as though I have missed out on quite a few things that others could have taught me throughout life. It would have been easier to deal with the abusive relationships I went through, maybe I could have even sought help during times of duress, but it is too late to dwell on that stuff now. Things have effected me in ways that I never thought possible, but the future doesn't just build itself. All that effort got me to now. More effort is required for me to move even further...

    I am being vague, I know, although that is for a good reason. I am not ready to share everything with everyone anymore. While my relationship possibilities are opening my interest in types of people have been shrinking. Some people have gotten upset with my being on sites that often cater to sex, while at the same time looking for something more. I just know that people I can relate to are often on those sites. I am not looking to damage anyone else's life nor do I wish to assist them in doing it to themselves. I want to grow as a person but only in a way that benefits me and those around me.

    My current single relationship is going well. I care deeply for her, but I also know that restricting myself causes me to start resenting my partners. I just need to remember that failing can be a way to grow... often times it is the only way.
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  2. hi theere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!

    hello guys how are you there!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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  3. Sex Education

    Wow, I wish I had an opportunity to watch this movie when I was growing up. I never received this sort of education in elementary school, or high school - or college..

    [url]http://archive.org/details/parent_to_child_about_sex[/url]

    ..amazing that it was in the 60's, and endorsed by two ministers..
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  4. Stressed...

    I think I just need to get laid.
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  5. email ad I got entitled how to make every woman squirt every time

    The author wants essentially $200 for the information about the angle and rhythm to make this happen..

    Frankly I doubt if anything works for everyone all the time. But just in case it is possible:

    Anyone already know and want to spill the beans to those less knowlegable?
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  6. First time.... sort of!

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    [TD]It was the summer before 9th grade and with me and my group of friends, we spent every day working out for football, sneaking out and sneaking beers! One of my friends, scott, had a great collection of Penthouse and Hustler magazines. We used to look at them all the time but nothing ever happened. I REALLY am bisexual and looking at those wet pussies would get my dick super hard. To be honest I never even thought of doing anything with Scott, and it was really weird how it first happened. We had been out running around, went to a buddy's house and had a few beers and had looked through his smut magazines. When the night ended we went back to my house. He was going to spend the night as we often did when my parents were out of town. I had a small bed and he would sleep on a sleeping bag next to it. This night, as we were about to go to sleep, he says, "I think we should try to set the world record for most times jerking off tonight"
    "Sounds like a plan" i said.
    Next thing I know, he basically starts pretending to jerk off. I knew he was just pretending because there was enough light to see that his underwear was still up and he was just moving his hand up and down with nothing in it. He made the noises and pretended to cum. "your turn" he says.
    So I followed suite. The funny thing about this is that I STILL had NO idea where this was leading. We did this a couple of times when he said, "I may need your help on the next round." I said sure, leaned over and with my fist pretended to jerk him off, sliding my hand up and down on his stomach. BUT..... on one of the strokes, the bottom of my hand bumped into the VERY hard head of his cock, bulging against the top of his underwear. That's when I realized that my own dick was THROBBING! He made his "cum" noises so I rolled back over and told him that if I was going to help him, he had to help me. So the game went on. He reaches over to "jerk me off" and does the same thing on my stomach. But his hand bounced off the head of my hard-on on EVERY stroke. THIS WAS GETTING INTERESTING! I bucked my hips, made the cum noises and thanked him for his help. "My turn" he says. This time I lowered my hand a bit and felt his hard cock through the cotton of his underwear. It was HOT to the touch and THROBBING! I stroked it a bit and he "finished". "You ready?" he asked. "Let's do this" I said. Before he rolled over, I hooked my thumbs into the waist band of my underwear and pulled them down past my balls. His hand landed on my exposed hard-on and he wrapped his fingers around it..... he squeezed down on my cock and starts stroking it. It felt SOOOO good. He jerked it for a while and the game went on as I faked my orgasm and he rolled over. It was time for him to up the stakes. “It’s getting harder for me to cum, this time you might have to suck it” he says. “ OK, anything to get that record”. I rolled over and wrapped my hand around his fat cock. It was BIG! I moved my head toward it but for some reason, I kept at the “game” we were playing. As I slowly moved my hand up and down I just pretended to blow him. I did, however let my tongue circle around the head of his cock once or twice. It tasted like DICK and there is NO better taste in the world! Scott moaned and groaned a bit, humped upward, pushing his dick against my lips and pretended to cum. “That was hot”, I said, “but I’m going to need your mouth too, if we are going to break the record.” Scott replied, “anything for a friend. This is when the “game” got real. I pulled my hard-on out and waited to see where he was going to take this. No more fucking around! He opened his mouth wide and the next thing I knew the head of my cock was sliding against the back of his throat. The feeling was out of this world, but as Scott was sucking my dick, I realized something about what I liked best. As good as his mouth felt I could not wait to get my mouth on his big cock. I faked a pop shot and did not wait for an invitation. I rolled over and for the first time since fooling around with Michael all those years ago, I slid my lips down over a beautiful, throbbing cock! I was in heaven! I could NOT get enough. Scott became quite the dirty talker and WOW did THAT turn me on! “Oh yeah, suck that big cock….. You like the way my dick tastes? Fuck yeah, you do…. Eat that dick” about 10 or so more ‘fake” orgasms as we swapped back and forth and he launched! He grunted “I going to shoot, for real, this time!” Being young and still just a bit freaked out by what was going on, I let his cock slide out of my mouth and jerked him HARD. The geyser of cum that erupted from his dick was something I will NEVER forget! That sent me over the edge and I blew my load all over his cock and balls. That was the most powerful orgasm I have ever felt. We cleaned up and really didn’t talk about what happened. The next morning he took of early and it was pretty awkward. Was this going to be a one-time thing, I wondered? Well, I will tell you this it wasn’t and Scott and I ended up having hundreds of sessions and ALL of them were HOT as HELL..... more to follow!
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  7. Best Friends

    So I have always been attracted to my best friend, lets call him Justin. We have lived less than a mile from each other since we were born. He is straight and is dating one of my other best friends (a girl). She knows I am bi and we talk about everything even what she has done with Justin in detail. Which I have to admit really excites me and usually I imagine its me. I am so jealous of her and would almost do anything to get with him. Just wondering if anybody else has ever had a best friend they wanted to get with? If so did u ever get to?
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  8. Any one read How to avoid falling for a jerk by Epps?

    I'd like to know your thoughts on the book.
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