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  1. I'm have accepted myself

    We'll I just need to write something I don't know if it will help but I'm 38, I have never concerned my self with labels or judge myself. I didn't have any type of sexual experience with another guy until I was 30 to be honest it had never crossed my mind . I have always loved my party favors like coke. I'm a weekend warrior when it comes to partying and have done so since a teenager. I don't know what happened when I was 30 I was home and was going to go out I had done a few lines was feeling good I was on a porn website and something just made me start looking at man on man clips. I felt so strange about my self the next day. I was so ashamed I really couldn't believe that I had just jerked off to gay porn. We'll months went by and it was the same every time I would get high and secretly watch that type of porn . Then after about a year I had decided That I needed to try and I was so afraid. I didn't know how to go about anything. I really felt like wtf. I must be gay.I had a girlfriend I loved pussy and damn I'm in my 30s. We'll needless to say I experimented and was flooded with shame and felt so nasty about myself. It was very hard to deal with but no matter how much I felt ashamed I would get high and party then end up doing something. This has been 8 year since and I have finally came to terms with everything. Ok so simple solution I stop doing coke and then I won't have these urges lol but I have come to the concussion that I am ok with everything and I am just this way not because of coke that is just what makes my mind feel free enough to express myself. Like I said I don't label anyone if some body want to call me a fag or homo what ever I'm ok just being myself and enjoying my life. I don't tell anyone about my lifestyle just those that it would affect I have been with my girl friend for 2 years I have told her everything about myself. I don't feel it is right if I am not honest with her
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  2. LOST SATURDAY NIGHT

    [FONT=Trebuchet MS]IT WAS A SATURDAYNIGHT AND I HAD GONE TO THE LOCAL CLUB WITH A NEW FRIEND I HAD JUST MET LASTWEEKEND. WE WERE GETTING SO FUCKING DRUNK I LOST MY USUAL STRAIGHT ACTINGCOMPOSURE. THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS TELL ING MY NEW FRIEND ABOUT THE BIGBULGES IN SOME OF THE GUYS PANTS HERE AT THE BAR . A FEW DRINKS LATER IREMEMBER RIDING IN JIM'S CAR BUT WASN'T SURE WHERE WE WERE OR WHERE WE WEREHEADED. I KIND OF PASSED OUT IN THE PASSENGER SEAT THEN JIM WOKE ME UP WITHSOME DOPE HE HAD NOT TOLD ME HE HAD I STARTED TO RUSH AND WAS GETTING HARD .THEN HE SAYS LET'S GO INSIDE. i FOLLOWED HIM IN TO THIS HOUSE HE HAD STOPPEDAT. ONCE INSIDE I STARTED TO LOOK AROUND AND THERE WERE NAKED MEN WITH BIG HARDCOCKS WALKING AND TALKING ALL OVER THE HOUSE THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS JUSTSTARING AT A COUPLE OF ESPECIALLY LONG FAT DICKS THAT HAD CAUGHT MY ATTENTION.i COULD NOT STOP STARING AT THOSE BEAUTIFUL HARD ON'S. THE NEXT THING I KNEWANOTHER GUY CAME UP TO ME AND TOLD ME HOW HE HAD NOTICED I WAS JUST STARING ATTHOSE TWO COCKS FOR ABOUT A HALF AN HOUR. HE INVITED ME UP STAIRS TO A BEDROOMWHERE HE SAID I COULD LAY DOWN AND TAKE A REST THEN HE LEFT THE ROOM CLOSED THEDOOR AND SAID HE'D BE BACK. i THINK I MAY HAVE PASSED OUT AGAIN I WASN'T SUREHOW LONG HE HAD BEEN GONE BUT THE NEXT THING I REMEMBER WAS LOOKING OVER ANDSITTING ON THE BED WAS THE TWO GUYS I HAD BEEN STARING AT WITH THE GINORMOUSCOCKS. THEY BOTH LOOKED OVER AT ME AND TO MY SURPRISE SOMEONE HAD TAKEN ALL OFMY CLOTHES OFF AND PLACED THEM ON A CHAIR OVER IN THE CORNER. THE TWO MENSTARTED IN ON ME RIGHT AWAY TALKING ABOUT HOW THEY KNEW I WANTED THEIR BIG FATDICKS TO SUCK AND FUCK. I TURNED A LITTLE RED WITH EMBARRASSMENT. AND THEYORDERED ME TO CRAWL OVER TO THEM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES. SO I COMPLIED AND WHENI WAS DOWN ON ALL FOURS DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF THEM THEY EACH GRABBED ME BY MYHAIR WITH ONE HAND AND THEIR COCKS IN THE OTHER HAND AND GUIDED THEM RIGHT INTOMY FACE I WAS SO ANXIOUS TO GET THOSE DICKS IN MY MOUTH MY JAW DROPPED OPEN ANDTHEY STUCK BOTH COCKS IN AT ONCE. WHAT A THRILL I HAD NEVER HAD TWO HARD COCKSAT ONCE IN MY MOUTH. THEN I REACHED UP AND TOOK EACH DICK IN ONE OF MY HANDSAND BEGAN LICKING AND SUCKING THEM ALTERNATING AFTER A MINUTE OR TWO WITH FULLATTENTION GIVEN TO EACH. THEN THEY BOTH GRABBED MY HANDS AND MY HAIR AND BEGANTO FORCIBLY FACE FUCK ME WITH THOSE HUGE COCKS. I PLACED MY HANDS BACK ON THEFLOOR AND THEY SPANKED MY ASS UNTIL IT HURT AND WAS SO DAMN RED IT GLOWED. THENONE AT A TIME THEY FORCED THEIR ROCK HARD COCKS IN MY ASS AND MOUTH SWITCHINGUP EVERY FIVE MINUTES OR SO. I WAS SO TURNED ON MY OWN COCK WAS ROCK SOLID ANDSTANDING. THEN THE GUY POUNDING MY BACK DOOR BEGAN TO QUIVER AND MOAN ALL OF ASUDDEN HE BEGAN COMING IN MY TIGHT ASS AND I COULD FEEL IT FILL UP WITH HIS CUM.AND ALMOST AS SUDDENLY THE COCK IN MY MOUTH BEGAN CUMMING TOO. I CHOKED ON ITAND SWALLOWED WHAT I COULD BUT SOME OOZED OUT OF MY MOUTH AND RAN DOWN MYCHEST. I WAS SO DISTRACTED BY SUCKING AND GETTING ASS FUCKED BY THE OTHER IDIDN'T EVEN NOTICE A SMALL CROWD HAD GATHERED IN THE ROOM AND WAS WATCHING THEMGANG UP ON ME AND FUCKED ME SO GOOD. THE CROWD STARTED CHEERING AND CLAPPING .THEY ALSO BEGAN TO SAY THINGS LIKE IT WAS THEIR TURN NEXT WITH THE DIRTY COCKWHORE. THE TWO GUYS SAT DOWN ON THE BED AND PUSHED MY HEAD TOWARD THE NEXTCOUPLE OF BIG HARD COCKS HEADED MY WAY UNTIL I HAD THEM IN MY MOUTH AND DEEP UPMY WELL LUBED ASS. i DON'T REMEMBER A LOT OF WHAT WENT ON AFTER THAT BUT THENEXT MORNING WHEN I CAME TO AND HEADED FOR THE FRONT DOOR THEY ALL CHEERED ANDTHANKED ME FOR BEING A PARTY WHORE. JIM WAS PASSED OUT IN HIS CAR SO I WOKE HIMUP AND TRIED TO EXPLAIN WHAT HAD GONE ON BUT HE DIDN'T REMEMBER EVEN DRIVINGOVER TO THIS HOUSE. WHEN I GOT HOME AND BEGAN TO TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES TO JUMP INTHE SHOWER I FOUND TWENTY PHONE NUMBERS ALL ON SEPARATE PIECES OF PAPER IN MYJEANS POCKET . THE FOLLOWING WEEKEND I WAS INVITED TO A PARTY AT ONE OF THEGUESTS HOUSE AND ONCE THERE THEY WERE PLAYING A PORN VIDEO AND TO MY SURPRISEIT WAS OF ME GETTING GANG RAPED BY ALL THOSE GUYS AT LAST WEEKS PARTY SO IFINALLY GOT TO SEE JUST WHAT AND WHO I DID WHICH SEEMED TO BE EVERY ONE AT THEPARTY. WHAT A NASTY SLUT I KEPT THINKING TO [/FONT]
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  3. DRUNK AND BLACKED OUT AT CLUB

    IT WAS A SATURDAY NIGHT AND I HAD GONE TO THE LOCAL CLUB WITH A NEW FRIEND I HAD JUST MET LAST WEEKEND. WE WERE GETTING SO FUCKING DRUNK I LOST MY USUAL STRAIGHT ACTING COMPOSURE. THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS TELL ING MY NEW FRIEND ABOUT THE BIG BULGES IN SOME OF THE GUYS PANTS HERE AT THE BAR . A FEW DRINKS LATER I REMEMBER RIDING IN JIM'S CAR BUT WASN'T SURE WHERE WE WERE OR WHERE WE WERE HEADED. I KIND OF PASSED OUT IN THE PASSENGER SEAT THEN JIM WOKE ME UP WITH SOME DOPE HE HAD NOT TOLD ME HE HAD I STARTED TO RUSH AND WAS GETTING HARD . THEN HE SAYS LET'S GO INSIDE. i FOLLOWED HIM IN TO THIS HOUSE HE HAD STOPPED AT. ONCE INSIDE I STARTED TO LOOK AROUND AND THERE WERE NAKED MEN WITH BIG HARD COCKS WALKING AND TALKING ALL OVER THE HOUSE THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS JUST STARING AT A COUPLE OF ESPECIALLY LONG FAT DICKS THAT HAD CAUGHT MY ATTENTION. i COULD NOT STOP STARING AT THOSE BEAUTIFUL HARD ON'S. THE NEXT THING I KNEW ANOTHER GUY CAME UP TO ME AND TOLD ME HOW HE HAD NOTICED I WAS JUST STARING AT THOSE TWO COCKS FOR ABOUT A HALF AN HOUR. HE INVITED ME UP STAIRS TO A BEDROOM WHERE HE SAID I COULD LAY DOWN AND TAKE A REST THEN HE LEFT THE ROOM CLOSED THE DOOR AND SAID HE'D BE BACK. i THINK I MAY HAVE PASSED OUT AGAIN I WASN'T SURE HOW LONG HE HAD BEEN GONE BUT THE NEXT THING I REMEMBER WAS LOOKING OVER AND SITTING ON THE BED WAS THE TWO GUYS I HAD BEEN STARING AT WITH THE GINORMOUS COCKS. THEY BOTH LOOKED OVER AT ME AND TO MY SURPRISE SOMEONE HAD TAKEN ALL OF MY CLOTHES OFF AND PLACED THEM ON A CHAIR OVER IN THE CORNER. THE TWO MEN STARTED IN ON ME RIGHT AWAY TALKING ABOUT HOW THEY KNEW I WANTED THEIR BIG FAT DICKS TO SUCK AND FUCK. I TURNED A LITTLE RED WITH EMBARRASSMENT. AND THEY ORDERED ME TO CRAWL OVER TO THEM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES. SO I COMPLIED AND WHEN I WAS DOWN ON ALL FOURS DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF THEM THEY EACH GRABBED ME BY MY HAIR WITH ONE HAND AND THEIR COCKS IN THE OTHER HAND AND GUIDED THEM RIGHT INTO MY FACE I WAS SO ANXIOUS TO GET THOSE DICKS IN MY MOUTH MY JAW DROPPED OPEN AND THEY STUCK BOTH COCKS IN AT ONCE. WHAT A THRILL I HAD NEVER HAD TWO HARD COCKS AT ONCE IN MY MOUTH. THEN I REACHED UP AND TOOK EACH DICK IN ONE OF MY HANDS AND BEGAN LICKING AND SUCKING THEM ALTERNATING AFTER A MINUTE OR TWO WITH FULL ATTENTION GIVEN TO EACH. THEN THEY BOTH GRABBED MY HANDS AND MY HAIR AND BEGAN TO FORCIBLY FACE FUCK ME WITH THOSE HUGE COCKS. I PLACED MY HANDS BACK ON THE FLOOR AND THEY SPANKED MY ASS UNTIL IT HURT AND WAS SO DAMN RED IT GLOWED. THEN ONE AT A TIME THEY FORCED THEIR ROCK HARD COCKS IN MY ASS AND MOUTH SWITCHING UP EVERY FIVE MINUTES OR SO. I WAS SO TURNED ON MY OWN COCK WAS ROCK SOLID AND STANDING. THEN THE GUY POUNDING MY BACK DOOR BEGAN TO QUIVER AND MOAN ALL OF A SUDDEN HE BEGAN COMING IN MY TIGHT ASS AND I COULD FEEL IT FILL UP WITH HIS CUM. AND ALMOST AS SUDDENLY THE COCK IN MY MOUTH BEGAN CUMMING TOO. I CHOKED ON IT AND SWALLOWED WHAT I COULD BUT SOME OOZED OUT OF MY MOUTH AND RAN DOWN MY CHEST. I WAS SO DISTRACTED BY SUCKING AND GETTING ASS FUCKED BY THE OTHER I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE A SMALL CROWD HAD GATHERED IN THE ROOM AND WAS WATCHING THEM GANG UP ON ME AND FUCKED ME SO GOOD. THE CROWD STARTED CHEERING AND CLAPPING . THEY ALSO BEGAN TO SAY THINGS LIKE IT WAS THEIR TURN NEXT WITH THE DIRTY COCK WHORE. THE TWO GUYS SAT DOWN ON THE BED AND PUSHED MY HEAD TOWARD THE NEXT COUPLE OF BIG HARD COCKS HEADED MY WAY UNTIL I HAD THEM IN MY MOUTH AND DEEP UP MY WELL LUBED ASS. i DON'T REMEMBER A LOT OF WHAT WENT ON AFTER THAT BUT THE NEXT MORNING WHEN I CAME TO AND HEADED FOR THE FRONT DOOR THEY ALL CHEERED AND THANKED ME FOR BEING A PARTY WHORE. JIM WAS PASSED OUT IN HIS CAR SO I WOKE HIM UP AND TRIED TO EXPLAIN WHAT HAD GONE ON BUT HE DIDN'T REMEMBER EVEN DRIVING OVER TO THIS HOUSE. WHEN I GOT HOME AND BEGAN TO TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES TO JUMP IN THE SHOWER I FOUND TWENTY PHONE NUMBERS ALL ON SEPARATE PIECES OF PAPER IN MY JEANS POCKET . THE FOLLOWING WEEKEND I WAS INVITED TO A PARTY AT ONE OF THE GUESTS HOUSE AND ONCE THERE THEY WERE PLAYING A PORN VIDEO AND TO MY SURPRISE IT WAS OF ME GETTING GANG RAPED BY ALL THOSE GUYS AT LAST WEEKS PARTY SO I FINALLY GOT TO SEE JUST WHAT AND WHO I DID WHICH SEEMED TO BE EVERY ONE AT THE PARTY. WHAT A NASTY SLUT I KEPT THINKING TO MYSELF. BEST CRAZY FUCKED UP WEEKEND I NEVER REMEMBERED.
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  4. Thank You!

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  5. we are looking to do a threesome with one other girl

    We are a couple looking to have fun with one other girl i am a women i am 25 and my man is 30 we are looking.to do a threesome want someone.I'm plattsburgh ny or close u would have to come to us we don't drive.
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  7. Help

    Hi everyone, first time ever being on this site but I dont know who else to get advice from so please, serious advice only. Ok so here is my situation....I am a straight man that has been with my wife for a total of 17 years. It wasnt until the last 2 or 3 years that she has told me that she was bisexual and felt a burning desire to explore her sexuality. Now other men I know would have freaked out and told their wife forget about it but I believe that if you feel that was what she is feeling that I would help her explore these feelings or desires. Ok so long story short she not only met someone and hooked up with them but now she is seeing that person regularly. I thought I could handle it better than I am but I am so conflicted. On one hand I feel the need to support her but on the other I feel pain inside like I opened pandoras box. I feel like I unknowingly destroyed our marriage. Is there anyone out there that can help me or just some nice advice...
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  8. Help

    Hi everyone, first time ever being on this site but I dont know who else to get advice from so please, serious advice only. Ok so here is my situation....I am a straight man that has been with my wife for a total of 17 years. It wasnt until the last 2 or 3 years that she has told me that she was bisexual and felt a burning desire to explore her sexuality. Now other men I know would have freaked out and told their wife forget about it but I believe that if you feel that was what she is feeling that I would help her explore these feelings or desires. Ok so long story short she not only met someone and hooked up with them but now she is seeing that person regularly. I thought I could handle it better than I am but I am so conflicted. On one hand I feel the need to support her but on the other I feel pain inside like I opened pandoras box. I feel like I unknowingly destroyed our marriage. Is there anyone out there that can help me or just some nice advice...
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